Wondering how to survive the holidays? 10 tips to make the holiday season gentler for yourself.
It starts earlier every year it seems. Holiday decorations hit the shelves even before Halloween has come and gone. As though you need more reminders that the holidays are coming. Looming.
This time of year adds an extra measure of pain to people already bearing more than they can, more than they should ever have to. There is the empty seat at the table, the heaviness of all the ways the one you love is missing, traditions that have gone flat, smacking against the empty place.
Death, illness, massive life events – they all sour the season in ways those outside your loss can’t understand.
Whether you’ve always loved the holidays, or avoided them as best you could, the first several seasons after a loss or big life event can well and truly suck. So many people want to make this a “good” holiday for you. Part of your family wants traditions to stay exactly the same, others want to change everything. Conflicting desires, broken hearts, lots of attention when you’d rather just hide in your blanket fort until the whole thing is over – it’s too much.
Given that this season is going to be rough, how will you survive? Here are some of my holiday survival rules from my own early days:
Say no a lot: Really. “No” is a complete sentence. You can say “no, thank you” if you must say more. 
Find companionship: Or find ways to be alone together with others. 
Volunteer: This was an “acceptable” reason for not attending family obligations, and also a way to serve others in my own quiet way. 
Check in with yourself: Ask yourself how you’re doing & what you need. Give yourself what you need in that moment, even if it means leaving a store or an event you just got to. 
Consent is important in all things: Friends & family get to feel disappointed if you say no to them, but they don’t get to force you to say yes. 
Make new rituals: Allow yourself to let go of both expectation & tradition, because this is not a normal time. Your holiday rituals can—and maybe should—reflect your new reality. 
Have a plan before you go out: Figure out your exit plan before you go anywhere Give yourself an out, whether that’s a specific time limit or an emotional cue that lets you know it’s time to go. 
Leave whenever you want: You do not have to do anything that feels bad, wrong, or horrifying. Stop whatever you’re doing and go home whenever you want. 
Please remember, whatever you choose to do (or not do) this holiday season, staying true to yourself is important. To the best of your ability, seek out those places that companion your sadness, and avoid those places that ask you to pretend you are something other than you are. Make this season as much of a comfort to you as you can. 
How to Carry What Can’t Be Fixed, is a safe place to let your grief take up all the space it needs.
Another way to find companionship during the holidays (or any ordinary day) is with my guided journal for grief: How to Carry What Can’t Be Fixed is a safe place to let your grief take up the space it needs. With writing prompts to help you honor your pain & heartbreak, on-the-spot practices for tough situations (e.g. grocery store trips, sleepless nights, grief landmines, & being the “awkward guest”), practical advice for handling big emotions & uncomfortable questions, and so much more—this journal isn’t like any other.
The holidays are going to hurt, my love. That is just reality. Whether you are missing someone who should be part of the festivities, or you are missing someone who shared your love of quiet acknowledgement over raucous partying, this season will add some to your grief.
Please remember, whatever you choose to do (or not do) this holiday season, staying true to yourself is important. Companion yourself. Care for yourself. Listen to yourself. Reach out where it feels good to reach, curl in when that is what you need. Make this season as much of a comfort to you as you can.
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How about you? What are some things you find useful for getting through the holidays? What is your biggest challenge coming into this season? If the holidays are no longer particularly hard for you, can you look back and see what helped? Let us know in the comments.
